There was a time in my life when I was searching for something, anything to fill the void inside of me. I was young and naive, and I thought that if I could just find the right person, or the right experience, I would finally be happy. So I started hooking up with as many men as I could, hoping that one of them would be the one to give me what I needed.
But as it turned out, I was wrong. No matter how many men I slept with, I never found the happiness or fulfillment I was looking for. Instead, I just ended up feeling empty and used. I realized that I had been using sex as a way to escape my own problems, and that I had been running from myself for far too long.
So I made the decision to take a break from hooking up, and to start focusing on myself. I went to therapy, and I started working on my own issues. It was a difficult process, but it was worth it.
Now, looking back, I realize that my obsession with hooking up with men was a form of self-destructive behavior. I was trying to fill a void inside of me that could only be filled by myself. And I’m not proud of the fact that I’ve slept with over 1000 men. But I’m grateful for the lessons that experience taught me, and I’m glad that I was able to move on and find a healthier way of living.
